I made this a few years back in a shoot with my MUA. This was one of the outtakes as the beach part of the shoot was meant to be the happy stuff. But she had a moment where she felt something different and I captured it, despite the fact that it was fleeting. I feel now like she looks here...
It's been a year, almost to the hour, since I left for Denmark to watch my beloved husband's father in his last few weeks fighting a losing battle with cancer. Out of respect for the fact that I am only an in-law and no one in the family has really felt free enough to talk about it yet, I haven't said much about how I feel. However, these days, my body has been keeping some weird track of the anniversary without my permission, and I have been walking around feeling so sad and everything reminds me of my beloved Danish family, and especially my father-in-law. My heart just aches. I have heard of other people going through such things on the anniversaries of loved ones death, but I really didn't know it was like this until now. I just want to say that to anyone who has ever been through this, I now get it, and I'm sorry if I ever said anything stupid and not-understanding regarding this before. Big hugs to anyone who has ever had to deal with this 🖤