This #dailysketchext is called Emergence. I made it a while ago and right now I feel like I'm experiencing the same thing. I guess, right now, in this system and in these circumstances, there is this kind of painful birth/rebirth process you experience every once in a while. It's just a part of continuing on in this life... and just when you think you might be done (or at least the major stuff is done) you find that you have something else to work on. It's ok though because it means you are growing and changing, it means you are ALIVE. Only dead things stop growing.